Fleedom

Where can I run from your presence?
Where can I go that You are not already there?
Where can I hide?

You are everywhere, and you are always carrying me. I'm safe, I'm secure. Because You're with me. Help me to remember that, God.

An endless horizon of grace

Be my strength
Be my solution
Be my salvation,
in this dark hour.

Even more dependent on your mercy and grace,
Me

Blogarithms

I absolutely loathe my matrix algebra homework! Leave me alone! =)

Out of Grace?

LORD,
It's been a few months. Will things get better? Have things gotten better? I don't know myself. This fear. I've tried running away. I've tried facing it. I've tried hiding. Yet I feel just as afraid as ever.

I don't know how much more of myself I can handle. You said patience, time and time again. It's clear that patience is the key. It's like the whole world is telling me to wait. And yet, I'm not hanging in there that well, LORD. I'm not sure if I can wait anymore. My mind is digging my soul for answers.

Where are You, Father? I'm lost. Find me LORD, for I can't find You with my own strength.
Simply because I'm human, a human with

Trust that's wearing thin,
Hope that's hanging low,
Courage that's seeping away,
Weakness that want's to wield me,
Fear that's gripping tight,
and a messed up, inadequate, life.

Yet in spite of a cruel circumstance, I know I'll never run out of Your grace that keeps me going. And I've got You to call on anytime.
LORD, I know You won't leave me in this dump. Help me out soon, God.

Your loved one,
Me.

Saving Grace

I'm holding on to You I'm never letting go
'Cause You have saved my soul
And You have made me whole

You took my brokenness
And filled me with Your joy

All I long to do is worship
All I long to do is bring You praise
For nothing compares to You
My Saving Grace

Jesus Saviour
My life belongs to you forever 'Cause you have set my heart on fire And You have set me free

Why complain about my sorrows? Why the brokenness? Why all the pain?

Jesus, You have set me free!

One Purpose

My life serves but one purpose and one purpose alone, that is to lift the name of Jesus high.
And I do this by obeying His call,
1. To love Him with all my heart, soul, mind and strength.
2. To love others as myself

This life we live, for the glory of the LORD.

If you're going through a time of confusion, the best and definite way of clearing the cloudy mist is to be focused. On Jesus. In the light of Him, all things don't have to make sense. We don't have to know al the answers. And the confusion may not have to clear, but at least the confusion will not bother us when we're with Jesus.

Turn your eyes upon Jesus, and lift His name high.

He's waiting!

God bless your day ahead.

Redeemer Savior Friend

An old song, yet a very meaningful one. Enjoy...



I know You had me on Your mind
When You climbed up on that hill
For You saw me with eternal eyes
While I was yet in sin
Redeemer Savior Friend

Every stripe upon Your battered back
Every thorn that pierced Your brow
Every nail drove deep through guiltless hands
Said that Your love knows no end
Redeemer Savior Friend

Redeemer redeem my heart again
Savior come and shelter me from sin
You're familiar with my weakness
Devoted to the end
Redeemer Savior Friend

So the grace You poured upon my life
Will return to You in praise
I'll gladly lay down all my crowns
For the name of which I am saved
Redeemer Savior Friend

Amazing grace, how sweet the sound - Only by your grace, nothing else
That saved a wretch like me - I have been rescued from my own foolishness
I was once lost, but now am found - I am in full confusion, only to find myself in your arms
Was blind but now I see - I did not understand your ways, you revealed them to me


I was lost due to my own foolishness, and decision to stray from You. Now am found because of Your grace that made me come back. Was blind. I sometimes don't understand why things happen the way they do, what I've done wrong to deserve what I go through, yet, I don't always need to know the answers. Now I see. I may or may not see the goodness of Your plans for I only see from human insight, but I see now that it always is good.

Thank You Father for Your grace.

Sigh

It's a sigh. I don't quite know what kind of sigh it is. Don't know if it's a sigh of relief, or a sigh of frustration, or a sigh of confusion. It's a sigh!

I wonder if it's a tool, an inner mechanism for humans to sigh, made by God to let us reflect our deep emotions of joy and pain as a physical manifestation.

Yet, I'm sighing. Been an unproductive week. Been slacking. Been finding problems with motivating myself to perform well. I was sighing because I wish I was more keen on studies. Now I'm sighing because I'm confused with my priorities. Am I lacking motivation for studies because I'd rather be motivated for building friendships with my Uni friends? Am I prioritising my studies or my relationships. I'm confused! What do I want?

I want you, Jesus.

Unfailing Love

You have my heart
And I am yours forever
You are my strength
God of grace and power

And everything
You hold in Your hand
Still You make time for me
I can't understand

Praise You, God of earth and sky
How beautiful is Your unfailing love
Unfailing love
And You never change, God, You remain
The Holy One and my unfailing love
Unfailing love

You are my rock
The One I hold on to
You are my song
And I sing for You

And everything
You hold in Your hand
Still You make time for me
I can't understand

Praise You, God of earth and sky
How beautiful is Your unfailing love
Unfailing love
And You never change, God, You remain
The Holy One and my unfailing love
Unfailing love

And everything (everything)
You hold in Your hand
And still You make time for me
I can't understand (can't understand still)

Praise You, God of earth and sky
How beautiful is Your unfailing love
Unfailing love
And You never change, God, You remain
The Holy one and my unfailing love
Unfailing love
(I will praise You)

-Chris Tomlin. Arriving 2004.

GOD

Creator
Father
LORD
King
Friend
Saviour
Majestic One
Gracious LORD
Almighty God
One who watches our greatest needs
Giver of good gifts
Understanding comforter
Keeper of every promise
Covenant maker
Passionate Fire in my heart
Ever forgiving one
One who loves our enemies
One who compels us to love
whose love is vast and knows no bounds
Influencer
Protector
Shield of Hope
Light of the World
Manna from Heaven
Vine who holds us
Unchanging Father
Companion in troubled times
Maker of knowledge
Sculptor of all creatures
One who controls time
One who controls our future
Most High
King of Glory
Leader of the Host of Angels
Righteous One
Messiah
Name above all names
Emmanuel
Rescue for sinners
Cross carrier,
One who never fails,
Perfect One
One who secures us
The God who never lets us go
He who makes time for us
God of the Earth and Sky
God of the seas and dry land
The one of unfailing love
The Truth, the way and the Life
Beautiful One
Compassionate Saviour
Mountain remover
You calm the oceans
You're the adoration of all creation
One we're living for
Love that frees us
Master craftsman
Redeemer
Friend who saved us to love us
Ransom from heaven
Source of Joy
LORD of Justice
Prince of Peace
Gentle Voice
Holy
Inventor of Wisdom
Author of Life
Healer
Ambassador
You hold all things together
Universe Maker
Star Breather
Humble one
All-powerful
Unfailing One
The great I AM

Words can never accurately describe You, God. With unending time, we could never list down a complete dictionary that describes you. You're simply indescribable. You created our minds, therefore you control how much we can think. You call yourself the great I AM because YOU ARE who YOU ARE. You don't have to describe it to us because we wouldn't understand.

On Fire

"On Fire"

They tell you where you need to go
They tell you when you'll need to leave
They tell you what you need to know
They tell you who you need to be

But everything inside you knows
There's more than what you've heard
There's so much more than empty conversations
Filled with empty words

And you're on fire
When He's near you
You're on fire
When He speaks
You're on fire
Burning at these mysteries

Give me one more time around
Give me one more chance to see
Give me everything You are
Give me one more chance to be... (near You)

Cause everything inside me looks like
Everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I'll take

When I'm on fire
When You're near me
I'm on fire
When You speak
And I'm on fire
Burning at these mysteries
These mysteries...

I'm standing on the edge of me [x3]
I'm standing on the edge of everything I've never been before.
And i've been standing on the edge of me
Standing on the edge

And I'm on fire
When You're near me
I'm on fire
When You speak
(Yea) I'm on fire
Burning at these mysteries... these mysteries... these mysteries
Ah you're the mystery

You're the mystery

A new Passion

A new passion, a new passion for our Muslim BROTHERS AND SISTERS, a new passion for our pre-believers in UKM, fellow creation and masterpieces, works of art, images of a divine Father, crafted enthusiastically and lovingly, bearers of a God of variety and beauty!!

Help me God, compel me with your love, to love them more. For I cannot love them with my love, if it is love at all. Compel me, so that I have absolutely no choice but to love them with Your love.

UKM, HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!
22I did not see a temple in the city, because the Lord God Almighty and the Lamb are its temple. 23The city does not need the sun or the moon to shine on it, for the glory of God gives it light, and the Lamb is its lamp. 24The nations will walk by its light, and the kings of the earth will bring their splendor into it. 25On no day will its gates ever be shut, for there will be no night there. 26The glory and honor of the nations will be brought into it.