Where does this go?

What do you see, beyond the darkness?
I don't know.
Where does this road go?
I don't know.
So why are you going down this desolate road if you don't know where it leads?
GOD knows where it leads. I'm just driving the car. He's giving me directions, see?
No.
Me neither.

Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. Prov 3:5

PraisE

Where can I go, everywhere I turn, I find no peace, no rest, no salvation?
My enemies come upon me on all sides, I have nowhere to run. Except upwards.


And then I look to You, high and lifted up, dwelling in the praises of Your renown.
And then I realise there's no place else I'd rather be then right there amongst them.
And then I decide to shut those troubled thoughts, open my heart, unseal my lips.
And then I lift my hands, amidst all of the confusion, the struggle, the pain.

And then You look to me from above, with mercy and love.
And then You tell me there's no place You'd rather have me be, than with You.
And then You remind me to wait, and keep looking to You.
And then You stretch forth Your mighty hand to lift me out of my circumstance.



Praise: Live it! It's powerful, it works, and it's for you and me!

IdentitY

Only when you realise who you aren't, will you realise who you can be because of someone else. And that someone else is GOD.


Who are you today? Are you playing a little pretending game with others, even yourself, even God? Who will you fool? Find yourself today, but look for yourself in the right place. Look for yourself in Him, in His word.

Woohoo... I learned something new.

WELL, actually, I learned that ascii stands for the
American Standard Code
for Information Interchange
     __          _    __
___/ /__ __  __(_)__/ /
/ _  / _ `/ |/ / / _  /
\_,_/\_,_/|___/_/\_,_/

and this is what it can do for you..
cool huh?

Who am I?

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapour in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
------------------------------------------Casting Crowns---

Where are you finding your identity today?

What determines the sculpture of you?

Who defines you?

Is your life concentric around one person?

Remembering that we are His, can be a struggle at times. How frail we humans are.
Yet, from our frailty, we see His grace more and more.
Remember that we belong to Him =) God Bless You today.

Psalm 139:17-18
How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!
How vast is the sum of them! Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand.

Donto-Dialogue

Here's a peek review of my MSN conversation with Jeen just moments ago.

Edited of course:

Hock Jeen says:
hey, ur tooth kena infection ar?
KinemenematicS! says:
hey. yeah.
KinemenematicS! says:
hurt like mad
Hock Jeen says:
see lar tak jaga gigi
Hock Jeen says:
eat too much sugar n all
Hock Jeen says:
so wat caused it?
KinemenematicS! says:
u just said its too much sugar
KinemenematicS! says:
why did u ask again? ahaha
Hock Jeen says:
haha
Hock Jeen says:
really ar?
Hock Jeen says:
was crappin jus now
KinemenematicS! says:
the dentist is wondering what might've caused the infection
KinemenematicS! says:
i have no holes or anything
KinemenematicS! says:
it was so much pus
KinemenematicS! says:
until my whole jaw ached
Hock Jeen says:
in ur tooth or gum?
KinemenematicS! says:
it was in my tooth
Hock Jeen says:
inside?
KinemenematicS! says:
yeah
Hock Jeen says:
never seen or heard about it before
KinemenematicS! says:
the pus is stored through one's blood vessel
KinemenematicS! says:
which passes into one's teeth
(OR SO I Ass-U-Me)
Hock Jeen says:
oh ok
Hock Jeen says:
n how did d dentist make tat incision?
(it's not an incision it's a drilling, HJ) =)
Hock Jeen says:
in your tooth?
KinemenematicS! says:
yeah
KinemenematicS! says:
he took 4 x rays i think
Hock Jeen says:
wah
KinemenematicS! says:
couldn't find out what was wrong until the 3rd one
Hock Jeen says:
happiness
KinemenematicS! says:
4th was a whole mouth x-ray
KinemenematicS! says:
sadness.. $ flowed out
Hock Jeen says:
how much?
KinemenematicS! says:
he tested my prominent tooth
Hock Jeen says:
should be thankful your's is in ringgit
KinemenematicS! says:
Ahaha
KinemenematicS! says:
10% off cause friend's dad's clinic
KinemenematicS! says:
i think in total 700-800
Hock Jeen says:
woooo
KinemenematicS! says:
gonna make a dental appointment at UKM for my crowning
KinemenematicS! says:
ahaha save cash... free....
KinemenematicS! says:
Doc drilled a hole right into my tooth
KinemenematicS! says:
and i didnt feel one thing
Hock Jeen says:
haha
Hock Jeen says:
no choice wert
Hock Jeen says:
haf to drain it
KinemenematicS! says:
but when i knocked on it, from the outside, it hurts like crap
KinemenematicS! says:
the nerve was dead... pumped electric current, and did a cold test
KinemenematicS! says:
no reaction at all
Hock Jeen says:
haha
Hock Jeen says:
pumped current
KinemenematicS! says:
at least i didn't lose teeth
KinemenematicS! says:
th*
KinemenematicS! says:
he went max current
Hock Jeen says:
haha
Hock Jeen says:
happening man ur situation
KinemenematicS! says:
thank god, now i can eat ...phew
KinemenematicS! says:
i was freaking out already
KinemenematicS! says:
having my math paper with the pain at that time

END

...an accurate depiction of my pain..


..what might have happened if God isn't providing for you...


..But through it all, you'll smile deep inside,
remembering that everything good comes from God and God alone..


Praise You Jesus!

Die-scipline

"owwww..... " David wails, his echoes resounding in the hallway...

It really hurts. UKM has a dentist, which of course is booked for the next 6 months.. =S.

25'000 students and 1 dentist, what do you expect?! =)
Gonna try to make an appointment at Aaron's parents' dental clinic.

Sure hope my tooth/gum-ache ain't going to interrupt my studies. Math paper on Monday!


I once told God, "Teach me self-control, because I can't learn it on my own". This is probably a result. With this toothache, I cut down alot on my syndrome's symptoms such as.. well, there are too many to describe at this moment. Not to mention other bad habits as well. But discipline from God is harsh! Gotta be careful what we ask God for. ESPECIALLY when it comes to disciplining us.

God's discipline may or may not be easy on you, but you JUST KNOW you're going to walk out of his 'discipline room' CHANGED. I mean, it's God Almighty we're talking about! OF COURSE his discipline is going to make you a better person.

LORD, teach me how to persevere in this time of teaching, to endure and still keep my eyes open to what you want me to learn. I know you won't let me handle stuff beyond what I can handle. That's why I am always confident I'll walk out of all my tough situations a better person.


PRAISE You in ALL SITUATIONS.

Promises.

Manusia berjanji tetapi juga mengingkari, Tuhan berjanji tetapi selalu menepatinya. Biarlah kita terus memegang janji Tuhan walaupun seakan-akan janji itu tidak datang, tetapi percayalah bahwa suatu hari kelak semua janji Tuhan akan digenapi.